Have you ever promised never to do something again but just find yourself going back to that exact thing you swore never to do again? Have you been addicted to someone or something so bad that you can’t help but always go back to it even after promising never to associate yourself with that person or thing again? Well, brace yourself my people because this tale is going to be one of a kind.
Stacy was a lady who respected God and truly wanted to serve him with all her heart, but just couldn’t do so effectively because she was addicted to the pleasures of love making. No matter how much she tried to keep her body holy, she just couldn’t do so because the constant urge she felt for a man’s touch was more than her will power to live a holy life.
Worst of it all was that, Stacy had never been fortunate in all her relationships. She usually ended up with bad spoilt guys who had little or no regard for God. This made it entirely difficult for her to live a consecrated life.
Love making was like the air she breathes, the food she ate and the water she drank. Stacy’s urge for pleasure became so intense that a certain guy she dated had to run as far as his legs could carry him out of the relationship.
Whenever Stacy made love to any man, she usually cried bitterly and asked God for forgiveness afterwards. During those down moments, she would promise God never to do it again but after a little while, she finds herself back on top of a man’s bed. “One more time Lord, I promise” she always said but never truly changed.
In all the numerous relationships Stacy had been in, one thing was certain and it was the fact that those men saw her like an easy way out to quench their pleasure urges. Non of them ever respected her, neither did they care about any of her emotional needs asides love making. Stacy was empty, void and an addict of pleasure.
Despite all this, she still loved God and truly wanted to be a better person for him but it was sad that she couldn’t control herself, neither could she control the burning desire of pleasure ravaging her soul.
After many break ups and little heartbreaks, Stacy finally ended up with a handsome but controlling and dominant guy called Randy. When she first met him at a business meeting with her client, she loved everything about him and thought he was going to be different from the other guys she had tangled herself with in the past. Well, turns out Randy was a bit different because he was quite successful and well to do, but we all know that isn’t Stacy’s definition of ‘Different’.
She wanted a man that could help her change, she wanted a man that can stop her burning addiction for pleasure, she wanted a man that can say ‘No’ whenever she makes advances to him and she wanted a man that wouldn’t run for his life or give up on her too soon. This was Stacy’s definition of ‘Different’.
Too bad for the beautiful young lady because Randy wasn’t nowhere near the man that can say ‘No’ to a woman’s advances. Matter of fact, he was a dominant when it came to love making and he always wanted to explore and devour whoever he’s involved it. Poor Stacy!
To be continued
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